Monotony

Yea, I haven't written anything in a while.  Life is sad, I have tons to complain about...yea what else is new?

I just wished that Senior year could have been a little more satisfying.  I couldn't get my schedule to my liking.  Everyday is dull with only half an hour before school, half an hour during lunch, and about 5 minutes after school to look forward to (the only constant times that I can see friends).  So I've been staying after school and going out Saturdays frequently just to see people.  It's sad how my sanity depends on these few events.  Home sucks too.   Maybe I make a too big of a deal out of stuff, but then again it is apparent that these negative things do happen to me.  A normal person would suck it up and move on, but what if they had to do that every single day for the rest of their lives?  I hope my life isn't getting progressivly worse as each day passes.  

This fall is GREAT for RPG fans though.  So many promising titles: Disgaea 2, Xenosaga III, Tales of the Abyss, Final Fantasy XII, Summon Night:Swordcraft story 1+2, Harvest Moon DS, Valkryie Profile Lenneth and Silmeria, amd tons more o_O.  HOWEVER, I am poor and do not own a PSP so I can't buy Spectral Souls II and Generation of Chaos...

So in conclusion, I am sad , poor, and life is hectic.  I am tired too. Ugh.

There is nothing more annoying than hiccups!  They drive me up so many walls!!! It's ridiculous!  ARG I freaking hate my life sometimes.  Even hiccups can cause this much hate.  >=(

OMFG!!!!!!! Spazz time! AAAAAARRRRRRRR     

I finally finished watching the last of the 49 episodes of the GetBackers anime.  This series is definitely going to be one of my favorites for all time.  Action, comedy, drama, cool characters, art, it has everything...seriously... I'm kinda sad it's all over and done.  Well the manga definitely goes more in depth and is better overall except for its over explicit scenes (violence and fanservice) and its sexist undertones...haha.  Yeah if it wasn't like that I would have picked up the manga series.  It's still running too.

Hmm...I think i'll have to go clear some RPGs now.  Xenosaga II, La Pucelle:Tactics, Rhapsody and Tales of Legendia are on that list...  I have tons to complain about as to why they haven't been finished yet, but it's a long complaint so I'll just not.

Why does the weather always suck in Sharon.  It seems as though everyday is gray and cloudy.   And it rained the past two days too.  Everyone tells me it's all in my head.

Does anyone like to eat muffins for breakfast?  I like blueberry and apple-cinnamon, but everytime I have one I get horribly sick.  It's so sad.

Oh I got my SAT scores...T_T I thought I did okay at least when I was taking it...Guess i'll have to re-take it this fall.  Curse junior year! GRRRR.

EDIT:

I got my report card too today... x_X can't say it enough: I HATED junior year!

I just realized how much I hate 3D fighting games (not that I like 2D any better).  They just frustrate the hell out of me.  And yet I'm still being excited for Naruto Clash of Ninja 2 for this fall. >_< Yea so it's been Soul Calibur III lately (i don't own it) and it drives me insane.  I want to be good, but I just suck at these games and racing games too for that matter.  I get soo mad!!!  Maybe I should stop playing fighting games just for their story value because it's so low (but whats there is interesting). 

Well another school year passes by again.  And this time I don't feel so bad since this year had completely sucked and I was the MOST lazy person ever.  sometimes i hate myself for that.  But I even tried forcing myslef to not be lazy...it just didn't work.  Owell theres always a next year I suppose...sorta.  I think I'll actually be really down next year since it's my last.  And I didn't even get any friends in my classes to make matters worse. T_T

Happy summer for those who are all set.  Try to live each day without regret.  Wish I could do that lol.